24.

i am turning 24 in 90 mins. happy bday to myself. but wat is exactly so happy bout it. there is nothing to look forward to, nobody to be able to share your happiness with. its juz loneliness overwhelming me. i dun need to have everyone celebrating with me. juz someone in my heart to cuddle me, and just share my bday with.

but nope. there is no one. it all sucks. and i am all emo now. shedding tears thats been hidding in me all this while. i think its juz the stress and thorough lack of sleep the last 2 weeks struggling to hit deadlines.


argh. ignore this.