confused

which one should i accept?

a company i've been wif for 3 years, who is offering me peanuts.

or a new company which is offering me even more peanuts basic, but an attractive incentive?

or should i just bloody go join the police force?

decisions decisions decisions.

i bloody hate growing up.

never think out loud.

4 years ago, i never thought out loud. and pple taught me to do so, so at least they would know wats going on in my head.

and when i finally learn to do so, i figured out something.


thinking out loud is a sign of weakness.


never never think out loud. never never portray a sign of weakness. it pisses pple off.

look far.

the horizon is far. the road is bumpy. but u will get there, no matter how u do it.


ok i was trying to make it rhyme. weak attempt. but i juz like e foto.




















FE1001 Physics 1 tomorrow. hope i dun bao it again. i am so sick and tired of the module already.

first up!

EE4040 Engineers and Society.

15 April 2008, 0900-1100 hrs, D0073.

and maybe

its important to remember this:


Don't Let Someone Be A Priority In Your Life When You Are Simply An Option In Theirs.

just bloody wake up, Colin Soon. wake up.


miss no one, for no one is worth missing. u r not a priority, so why make her a priority. she is not.

sometimes i do...

ok, this never never ever fails to crack me up.

try find me.

find me.

haha!

blardy eye.

it was like the closest i have ever felt to losing an eye. it was a normal day, i juz wore my contacts 2-3 hours longer den the stipulated time. i took it out, it felt dat i ripped my cornea out along with it. teared non stop from the left eye, i think i wet my pillow with it the whole night.

its more comfy to have my eye open den close, but to do so i gotta manually pry my eyelids open. sleeping is a pain, and my eyeball was sooo puffed up i thought it would really burst anytime, even if i touched it accidentally.

after 16 hours of continuous rest, its feeling normal again.

but wtf la. wasted so much time sleeping.

fark.

i wont say !

the evils of wahjong

its like the most sinful game ever ever ever to be created online. and to be made free for use to everyone.

mahjong is already a bad enough game to be played, and to play it online, its bad, bad, commercialised gambling on a global scale. its detrimental for the young population of the world now, to be exposed to such games at such an early age, especially with almost every household in singapore connected to the world wide web.

i love that game. i cant stop playing it. shid.

i might really really have to throw away the lappie to stop myself from playing.

options aplenty.

options aplenty. refers to everything, jobs, friends, games, even schwork. so much shid around, u dun even know watever's right for you.

been staying in the games room in a valiant attempt to try to get to study for the last few days, ok, did succeed in catching up on some work, BUT i need to start to work on my past year papers. not much time left, and considering that my papers are all packed up one after another. NO TIME NO TIME!

and here's the game plan for the next 3 weeks:

15 April 2008
EE4040 Engineers and Society

16 April 2008
CS119 Fictional Film: From Hollywood to Bollywood.

17 April 2008
BS803 Science or Fiction? Biology in Popular Media.

18 April 2008
FE1001 Physics 1 (PAIN IN THE BLOODY ASS)

21 April 2008
EE4001 Software Engineering

25 April 2008
EE4902 Design of Medical Information Processing Systems

and then its freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedom!

hahaha but then, its to start looking for a job already! and nobody has really gotten back to me yet. its like nobody wans me. :(

confessions of love

XP finally confessed his feelings for me.

He sent me this song. SEE JY! he is not just yours.


its our childhood days love song. haiiii.

(you gotta click on the box below b4 u see something)