went bedok jetty after appreciation night just now. needed to clear my mind of some stuff. exams coming, deadlines coming, i cannot slack anymore. i cannot let anything bog me down anymore. i need to get my ass moving again. its been stagnant since a month ago.
its really a very very very nice feeling to be there again. walking in the night, listening to the waves beat against the shore, juz strolling down the empty running track. thinking. its super nice a feeling.
but why is it that i din manage to clear much outta my head? i dun even know for sure what to clear out of my head first. i dont even knw for sure wat to do. its like, there is something inside, but i cant find anything there. weird. i am a confused kid.
and its super sweet to see couples, married, middle aged couples to be strolling down the same stretch of road i was walking, hand in hand, just chatting, smiling, looking at each other. 4 couples i saw. at 12 midnight. just spending time with each other there. oh how i so envy them. when will i find such a someone?
bottomline for now: DONT LOOK FOR ANYONE. DO WAT IS IMPORTANT NOW. STUDIES. its the final sem. better not mess it up.
oh, congrats to JY on your new status. time to be more sensible already. haha.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment