its not so bad.

i am tired.

exams over. did alright. though i felt i could have done way better den wat my current results are. but thats not the end.

plenty of assignments and presentation trainings coming up. got a lot to prepare, to do. so please dun thnk i am being slack when i dun turn up for trainings. i barely got time for myself.

i am very tired. my damn groin hurt.

argh.

bye bye YT.

i lost the oldest fish in my tank today. he was bout 6 yrs old. he has been with me for over 2 years. he went thru thick and thin. countless rescapes and dirty waters. he had only the best to eat for the last 2 over years. and he left me today for fishie kingdom. I will miss you.

and its quite disheartening to see the corals in my tank not doing well. the lack of attention for my tank is taking its toll. not only on corals, but on my wallet too. :( juz posted up a sales thread in SRC, and i shall judge from the response of the thread, to see if i should decomm a not.

anyway i have plugged in my FR again, to see if it is indeed phosphate problems causing all the deaths. or could it be my lack of feeding.

this is confusing. should i decom? or should i not? haiz.

getting slow. already fat.

haiz. i need to start to train more. i cant swim anymore! booo. sucky time trial timing. cant even get my legs to move more. crap.

got a busy nxt few weekends coming up: (this is just to remind myself)

1. 080808: Sani's Wedding. Gotta go down after work.
2. 090808: Fireworks phototaking.
3. 100808: Convo gown phototaking with hall 12 peeps (KIV)
4. 150808: Final Exam Part 1: 100 MCQ.
5. 160808: JiaHao's wedding. Whole day event.
6. 170808: Studying for exams.
7. 180808: Final Exam Part 2: System Validation. Final Exam Part 3: System Design.
8. 21-220808: Train the Trainer Course. Gotta prepare for presentations. ARGHHHHH.
9. 220808: ESCO family day. Whyyyyy must i go run!!!
10. 230808: Helping Mike with his project.

and i am quite sure i left something out. cant think of wat i left out. but i cant be bothered to think anymore. i am tired! and of course, not to mention that i got plenty of trainings coming up. ARGH. for once i actually hope that i dun get into the team. at least i got more time for myself. and my deteriorating fish tank. haiz.

i am backkkkkkk!

ok. i know, it might seem that my blog is dead. but seriously, i barely got enough time to sit down at my lappie to just try to update anything here. work's been torturous. why do i still have to go through another bout of studying right after i completed my previous education? and the passing mark is like, crazy. 80%. wth.

plenty of things happened. good things first:

1. MY WRIST IS GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME TO GYM AGAIN!!!!
2. I GOT A NEW BABY!

not so good things:

1. i need to work on my photography skills. i am just not doing something right.
2. i am running out of cash. wth. time to start working on my finances.
3. i need to start running. my tummy seems to be softening. bad.
4. i need a new pair of working shoes.

dang, i cant remember anything now. and blogger is being nasty to me. more updates coming!
ok. i shall upload one foto every post. in honour of my new darling. =)

tired

i always thought i could handle this. work in the day, train in the night.

for the last 3 weeks i have been reaching home like around midnight, slping around 2, waking up at 7 for work. i am tired. i think.

and i juz got a new brand of contacts today. i bloody hope dat this will be the end of days where i have to scrub my contacts to remove cataract quality protein b4 wearing them daily.

hope i can get to learn more at work. its so slow now. argh.

TGIW!

thank god its weekend!

i now fully understand how come its so important to for working people to cherish their weekends. its so damn bloody precious.

first week at work. very slow week. doing so much reading and gotta take a 100 mcq test some more. passsing mark for me is 85%. which is like wtf. so high i dun even dare to take the test even though i read e course materials twice already.

work hard! u might get rewarded.

a happening past 7 days..

major activity 1:

went for reservist from 2 june to 7 june. did a lot of sai kang there. stood in as acting CQ. not very glamourous. but it does give me certain privilleges. like sitting in the driver cabin of the tonner, without hving to squeeze into the back.

major activity 2:

cleared my last exams in NTU. results better den i expected this semester juz passed. but overall degree was still a pass with merit. considered pretty good, given that i failed 13 modules overall in the 4 years.
and i still managed to graduate within 4 years.
if i did work harder from year 2 onwards, results would definitely have been better.

major activity 3:

MJ in my own house!
ok this sounds really trival, but i have a mother that strictly forbids MJ in the house, cos she considers it a form of PURE gambling. which i seriously beg to differ. MJ is half brains half luck. money is juz an incentive. but then, its still shiok. a breakthru, to play in my own house.


upcoming activities:

1. sending my peeps off to their grad trip which i was supposed to join them for, but did not in the end.

2. starting work nxt monday. scary thought, its like venturing into the unknown. but its also opportunities aplenty. gonna definitely work hard. strike it out there. do it good.

TCM

i never ever knew that i could actually hurt so much i feel like puking for the nxt half hour after that.

i never knew that i would ever experience so much pain my heart almost stopped. seriously.

i never knew that pain could be so unbearable, but i cant scream, cos its totally unmanly to do so.

and i never knew clipping a damn manakin would pop my wrist bone out of the socket.

i juz hope tomorrow's X-RAY doesnt tell me i got a broken bone or something.

and i think i am gonna miss NUS invitational, cos of my stupid hand.

FUCK.

(and dun go on bout my hand saying i got it from PCC or i should chop it off. i have had enough of such shid already.)

grey's

I SO LOVE GREY'S.

and if you still dun understand the reason why i love grey's, or if u r still in active denial that grey's is a series worthy of your time, take at least some time to check out the link below.

its super awesome dat grey's have such a wonderful team of writers working on the script.

simply awesome.

http://www.greyswriters.com/

thanks JY for the link. =)

maybe

i might be missing u.

i think.

stop appearing in my dreams. its freaky.